Memories That Sting & A Father That Never Fails

My Father said to me on his deathbed what I had waited my entire 25-years of life at the time to hear - “ Bonnie you’re so beautiful. I’m proud of you & I love you.” I can ponder on that to this day at 48 years old & still weep as though it were …

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Confession Time On Trying To Cope & Desperately Needing God

Confession time. I am struggling under a burden recently I’ve been attempting to carry pretty much alone. I mean, I’ve been praying - yes, but I’ve also kept my eyes more on the circumstance than on God. And that is not faith. And He, regardless, has been faith-full to put article & video or post …

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All Things New

I hope & trust all of you had a wonderful Christmas. Mine was really nice. I'm very thankful for my family & friends. And for y'all too. ☺️ Boy, am I looking forward to this New year. And I'm banking on it being exactly that. Although thankful for the experiences, I feel that I put …

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Don’t Let Go

I laid in bed & read some last night before turning out the lights. Which incited things haphazardly swirling around in my mind in normal fashion. I thought about the years I had spent in church, diligently reading my Bible & praying & darkening the doors every time they were open. And judging anyone who …

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An Unholy Mess

"I guess the one good thing about being someone who doesn’t have it all figured out is that you’re able to see real growth. The changes are palpable. You see yourself evolving, which can often be a beautiful process. I don’t have it figured out but I know more than I did yesterday. It must …

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Where To Run

When things crop up out of nowhere sometimes it really throws us for a loop. It's amazing how trials & circumstances can put the squeeze on us. And what comes out is not always good. But it's real. And best to acknowledge it. Confession - Sometimes I feel paralyzed. And helpless. Immovable. But I know …

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