Ramblings On Memories & Stumblings & Rescue

I waited my whole life to hear the words my Dad finally said to me the night he passed away. “You are so beautiful Bonnie. I love you & I’m proud of you.” I was 25. Today I’m nearly 48 & that memory makes me spill over with giant crocodile tears like it just happened. …

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The Woo Of Mercy

"The Lord's mercy often rides to the door of our hearts on the black horse of affliction. Jesus uses the whole range of our experiences to wean us from earth and woo us to Heaven."  Spurgeon ~~~ Is there any true-er statement?  My brokenness & great undeniable need for something much bigger than me to rescue …

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Our Rescue When We Just Can’t See

I signed up for this devotion the other day (it's a good one!) & MAN, did it speak to where I was just recently. You may find it here: www.faithgateway.com/trusting-when-we-cannot-see ~~~ "Trusting When We Cannot See: Rescue By Vomit" And [Jonah] said: “I cried out to the Lord because of my affliction, and He answered me. …

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Our Audacious Hope In The Darkness

"We see our darkness as a prized possession because it drives us into the heart of God. Without mercy our darkness would plunge us into despair - for some, self-destruction. Time alone with God reveals the unfathomable depths of the poverty of the spirit. We are so poor that even our poverty is not our …

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Catching My Breath In The Darkness

I have been through a lot of trauma in my 44+ years. Since I was a wee-one to the recent past. Of all sorts. Seeing & experiencing things as a child that no child should - but alas, we do. Because we are all imperfect. And also as an adult- where  the same dratted truth …

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