Memories That Sting & A Father That Never Fails

My Father said to me on his deathbed what I had waited my entire 25-years of life at the time to hear - “ Bonnie you’re so beautiful. I’m proud of you & I love you.” I can ponder on that to this day at 48 years old & still weep as though it were …

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Vulnerability

vul·ner·a·bil·i·ty the quality or state of being exposed to the possibility of being attacked or harmed, either physically or emotionally. It feels a whole lot like being naked, exposed & extremely unsafe. But oh my - how much it is vital to our well-being. How much it is vital to our growth. And our healing …

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Confession Time On Trying To Cope & Desperately Needing God

Confession time. I am struggling under a burden recently I’ve been attempting to carry pretty much alone. I mean, I’ve been praying - yes, but I’ve also kept my eyes more on the circumstance than on God. And that is not faith. And He, regardless, has been faith-full to put article & video or post …

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A Grateful Tuesday Rambling

Oh to be fully understood & unconditionally loved.... My, oh my. Selah. What an elusive & what feels like an impossible thing apart from God. And man, don’t we know how to scratch & claw around at everything & everyone else trying to snatch up a crumb of it. I had an exceptionally great day …

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Don’t Let Go

I laid in bed & read some last night before turning out the lights. Which incited things haphazardly swirling around in my mind in normal fashion. I thought about the years I had spent in church, diligently reading my Bible & praying & darkening the doors every time they were open. And judging anyone who …

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The Treasure In My Ruins

Every single time I fall flat on my face, God is there as my Good Father. To lift me & sweetly help me corral the pieces I've managed, once again, to scatter & fling everywhere. No matter how many times I have to learn the same lessons over & over, He never tires of me. …

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Ramblings On What’s Important, What Isn’t & A Prayer To Help Us Through

Life is fragile. There is so much good & so much evil in this world. I don't understand how people make it without a relationship with God.  Loving each other through the difficulties is so important. Forgiveness is so important. Being willing to meet at least halfway is so important.  Having faith in God & …

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