I spent the better part of Sunday doing absolutely nothing. I slept a lot. Much more-so than most weekends. I must’ve needed it.
As the evening wore on, I did get up & do some laundry & tidy up. That’s not all very hard to do with just me here. Got rid of some clutter which was much needed. And like I do once in a while, I caught myself smiling as I was falling back on the couch in “my spot” with a warm mug of decaf coffee, nail clippers & polish remover in-hand. Grateful. For my mostly drama-free & somewhat normal life.
And in candidness, may I lament a moment? I do feel some discontent honestly. I am not really involved in anything to speak of. Motioning through each day kind of doing the same ol’ things. I wouldn’t mind for something to shake it up a bit. Maybe I’m the one that needs to get to shakin’.
Sharing things with y’all & writing is probably one of the most meaningful things I do. Other, of course, than my relationship with my son, my friends & family. Which all means so much to me.
There has been something stirring in me for a while – a business venture – that I have been pondering. Something I am passionate about. I am facing some insecurity, wondering if I am able to really pull it off, etc. The signs keep pointing that way though – & a dear friend gave me a push recently that relit the fire.
I need to just jump I guess. And not worry about whether I’m going to land on my feet or my face. Other than God & His love, how many things are truly certain? What is faith even all about without stepping into the unknown?
If any of you find yourself in the same place, I would love to pray for you. Comment below if you so choose. And I would really appreciate it if you would pray for me too. Like for like.
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” – Jeremiah 29:11
Yes Lord, I believe. Help my unbelief.
Much love y’all,